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SANGEETHA KAMATH



                              UNTAMED 

The wheels churn faster careening on a gravel path

Rattling and shaking the carriage of thoughts drawn by wild horses of wrath

They don't stop, the reins are out of reach, I hold on unyielding and rigid in my stance,

Needles and thorns gashing my skin raw as I tear through bramble bushes haphazard and askance!

It's a rollercoaster ride gaining momentum 

A merry-go-round spinning at dizzying whirl and racing whizz

Haywire I go flitting through the frames of past, present and future

A thinker I am running through labyrinths and sinking deeper in a quagmire 

Remorse and regrets gnaw away at my sunlight and forty winks

The moon is at its zenith urging me to catch up with beauty sleep

It's a trailblazer spurting droplets of fire, a tsunami threatening to engulf the roads, woodlands and every shire

Tempo and crescendo of my overthinking consumes me

Gloom descends sepulchre and weighed…

The brightest of skies appear ashen and grey 

On the verge of a burnout, calm and serenity I seek...Quieten oh mind! It was meant to be

Destiny had it in store, written in the stars was my fate…

Time doesn't reverse nor rewind, making peace with my past is the only remedy 

Morbid weather one day makes way for autumn of carnivals and floral graffiti

Taking courage in my heart, I pull the train of thoughts to a halt and regain tranquility.

Pic Courtesy:Pixabay

©️ Sangeetha Kamath 






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  1. AnonymousJanuary 29, 2023 at 11:20 PM

    I'm always in awe of your choice of words that enrich your work. You present your thoughts so beautifully and and always, I enjoyed reading this piece. "Morbid weather one day makes way for autumn of carnivals and floral graffiti"- Indeed! Loved this poem. Positive and inspiring. - Moumita

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