TO LOVE OR NOT TO LOVE

TO LOVE OR NOT TO LOVE!

When it came with overblown fanfare, packaged in velvets and satins,

Tied with laces, ribbons, diamantes and sequins,

You had me floored, you had me stunned...

Romance was a word---new, all the others it hands-down outshined!

The stars were made of diamond, the moon, of gold

In all naivete, I believed all the pretty lies you unflinchingly told...

Today, my eyes turn glassy, my heart is a slab of crystalline ice

It has fenced itself in, in a thorny cage cowering from all your foolery and malice.

Romance is pricey in a world of cheapskate emotions

Some days to remember, of high hell and damnations!

They're scattered and sprinkled with abandon, frivolously,

In a season of stark white emptiness and snow- clad February.

Romance had a bitter price to pay---

Maroons and scarlets of the roses burnt to ashes drab gray!

It creeps in with the brush with a bramble bush

Ripping dreams apart with the evanescence of the heart's first gush.

True, romance lives on in the air

As poetry, which bleeds profusely, endlessly with a morbid flair…

But, as a melancholic tune of a song once smitten…

One man's banquet is to another--- a holy penance or a regret rotten!

Pic Courtesy: Pixabay

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